still growing

ugh. i had a pretty horrific day today. without getting into *too many* specifics, i went shopping today for a very particular lady accessory. i learned that despite my diet, some things are still continuing to grow, although it is happily not my ass.

now, one could chalk this not-so-recent expansion up to the hormones i take on a regular and almost constant basis, or genetics, although i certainly didn't get these genes from my mom. but no matter the cause, any extra baggage i'm carrying around with me makes me feel fat. big and heavy. and its certainly not helping me on my WW weigh in days.

what's more, i've noticed my clothes are starting to fit me funny. they are falling differently than they have before. this was a slow change, maybe occuring over the past year or two, but i've found the need to replace a lot of my clothes in recent months, and i'm trying on bigger sizes in the stores.

this was one of the reasons i went back on WW in the first place. but i fear i will lose weight in most places...except this one. most women would rejoice. i just hope after ten years of growing, i will at least stay the same size for the next ten.