the ultimate let down

please just tell me what you want for xmas so i don't have to think about it and then shop around, blah blah. i may not get out of bed for the next month, so make sure its something that can be bought online. i'll have them deliver it right to you.


that's the sort of mood i'm in right now! i blame the weather. its cold, gray, snowy. gross. i always tell myself i need a hobby. i have a hobby: shopping. but when you don't even feel like doing your favorite thing, you know there's a bigger issue at hand. what can i do to get out of this funk?