one resolution done

so i did it. i joined a gym monday. i wasn't planning on it, but i'm a sucker. if it turns out that i really hate it, i have 10 days to cancel, risk free. sooo, thats that.

now all i have to do is go!

i didn't go to the gym today after work because i'm tired and not feeling well. i'm tired because it seems like my insomnia is back. the past few nights i've been waking up around 5 a.m. and tossing and turning. unlike this summer, when i was waking up around 2 every night, i am also having trouble falling asleep. but i'm sure if this continues, i'll be so tired i'll just pass out.

so what could be waking me up? i'm trying to figure it out. i'm worrying again, of course, but i'm not really sure about what. this summer it was job-related. what can it be now?