time for a change of pace

so i've decided to use this blog for good instead of evil. that means a revamp. no more sob stories, complaining and feeling sorry for myself crap. i get enough of that from the voices in my head. kidding!

anyway, i am not going to be negative here any more. its not good for me and its not healthy. yes, i am a pessimistic, complaining brat by nature. but i'm getting tired of the persona that comes through on this little snippet of my life. i will remain, as always, cynical and sarcastic, but i'm just going to avoid those big things in life that just totally piss me off and depress me.

so i'll be sticking to the little things.

like the way people always talk to me in the street (i must really look friendly and knowledgable!)
or how the zipper on my coat broke this morning (i would have been too hot if it was zipped up anyway!)

and i'm not going to speak in negative terms, like mentioning how unhappy i am with my current living arrangments. no no, no more of that. instead, i am going to start a countdown to july 14 - the day i will start looking for a new apartment.

just 4 months.

and just one week until i'm on a plane out of the city...to sunny chicago! yes, a winter vacation in a frigid midwestern city. what a brilliant idea!

see? i feel happier already.