busted...

so the last post was kind of mushy, i admit. but i thought it was fitting, seeing as my anniversary is right around the corner. what's worse is that matt read it! he who never reads my blog happened to head on over to my dotcom just last night.

now, i know i have nothing to hide, but i was embarassed! sorry i put everyone through that one. sometimes i just have to get it out.

on to other things:

i apologize for my lack of posting so far this week. after four days off from work, i had a little trouble readjusting to the fast pace monday and tuesday. what's worse is i felt like i was getting sick again, and i was really run down.

but i've relaxed and went to bed early last night so i'm feeling better. right now i'm working on my most recent project: an album of photos from our cruise. my tiny printer is super cute and convenient but it's not very fast, so printing all these photos out is taking forever!

after i'm done with this maybe i can focus on christmas shopping. i'm so all over the place right now. i can't focus and settle down and decide what to buy everyone. i've also decided to just shop online for everything. so good or no good? i'll keep you posted i'm sure.

this week i've continued my "catch up with friends" goal. last night i had dinner with amy and mags, two of my pre-birth rockland friends. tomorrow night, matt and i are having dinner with his almost-married friends, amy and brad (two amys, one week!). i've also made plans with brooklyn/forbes lauren for the weekend and next week i'm catching up with tory before heading to hawaii.

phew! having friends is tiring! no wonder i don't like to do keep up friendships. haha ... just kidding. its a fun kind of tiring when you know that you're out there, keeping up relationships and making personal connections. i like that feeling.

i'm also getting a little more into myspace. not sure why, but facebook is sort of over, so why not.

a matt update:

matt is on 20/20 tonight. happily, john stossel told him he cut out the part of the interview where matt said he would date amanda hearst. and no, he was not confusing the media heiress/model with me. he wasn't serious either. but thankfully, that will not be broadcast on national tv. wonder if you'll be able to find him on youtube some day. i don't think my e! appearance ever made it there. i should post it up, i'm not working there any more so they can't fire me!!