today...

today should have been a really good day for me.

first and foremost, i got offered a job. remember the job i interviewed for friday that was calling my references yesterday? well they called today to offer me the job. i must say, i'm flattered. and its a big ego-boost. but the job is not as exciting to me as i thought it might be. and i would have to take a pay cut. that is something i would be willing to do for the perfect job, but this one has too many drawbacks. so, even though i am excited about the job offer, i think i'm going to say no anyway.

also today, i got offered the chance to work on a project for the dotcom. that should be something to keep me busy over the next few weeks.

another big thing today, i paid my last rent payment for my apartment and cancelled my cable. things are looking grim as far as my chances of finding an apartment before the end of august, so it looks like i'll be moving home. but, as i've mentioned before, this really isn't that bad of a compromise. i'm hoping the shit doesn't hit the fan after the summer is over and i won't have the pool to lay by...there were reasons i moved out last year, right? i guess those factors will be mitigated when i'm still spending most of my time in brooklyn.

the reason i bring this up again...just heard back from the two girls i met yesterday. they decided to pick another roommate as well. i just can't win. i'm just taking this all as a sign that i just need to move home. fun.

i'm leaving in a few minutes to go to a yankees game with matt and the family. the orioles are playing, so i'm conflicted as to who to root for, of course. i was talking to my ex yesterday and he told me to root against the yankees. funny how both he and my current boyfriend both agree on that point...is this a case of me wanting to NOT date my father? upon further thought, no i don't think so. i liked both these boys despite their yankee-loathing, not because of it.

lets go yanks!